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5/27/12
This is it huh. We’re no longer little kids. We’re independent beings. This thought of mine scares me so, so much. I can’t help but to doubt myself. I know I will have to change. Life isn’t about getting good grades and following rules anymore. I’ll admit my childhood has be filled with sweetness, but I wasn’t exactly living for the last half of it. My most cherished moments are of my elementary school days. Just me, my family, and tiny group of pals. I love my days in fourth and fifth grade the fantastic four. Along with hanging out with my brother’s friends. We were the cool kids around the block, playing DDR, bballin’ , biking, and playing Yu-Gi-Oh, watching Naruto. The days where I could just live and be alive without worrying about the past or future. But I seem to have forgotten how to live. I only think these days. Come middle school and high school, I lost everything. It was only about doing well.
Somehow, my flat attitude in life has gained recognition in my school. What I was doing was great. I found people telling me how great I was. But no, they’re all so, so wrong. Nothing. Nothing was great. I’m just your average kid. Nothing was special about me. I just did what I was told to do. Nothing was given 110 %. It was impossible, when doing 110 different things. Nothing was focused. No passion, no emotion. It was all just do. And now I’m wondering, if I have lived my life properly, the way I wanted to.
But I have to say thank you, my dear friend, for though everything you have been through you still look at life in such a passionate way. You showed me that there is a purpose to life, to enjoy it. And I will continue to pursue it. Thank you for always believing in my words. Thank you for never letting go. Cheers to the future. :)
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